I promised Joanna I would make that the title of this one, cuz she disagrees with me (I think I have a boring life, she thinks it's exciting). Tracy (Travis) went home today. I miss having her here! She is just so sweet and a pleasure to have around. I can't believe our week together is already done.
You know what's funny? Even when you feel God's peace for a day, a night, whatever... that aching comes back. It's like, what in the world makes me feel this way? Why do I feel contented one minute and restless the next? Why do I push for things I can't have and then get angry at God for knowing better than me? I just wish this time it would be for real. That I wouldn't have my head in the clouds, I wouldn't exaggerate things, I would just be still and know He is God... and know He is the only one who will ever truly love me.
Sorry... deep interjection for a silly day. Hannah and I had a fit of laughter... something about her breaking my nose and trying to feel my brain. It was hilarious and I think Grantham Ground may consider me mentally ill. OH MY GOSH there's no homesteading for next year! I am so pissed off. Now who knows where we'll end up or where Cait and Gwen will be! I am so writing housing and complaining. GRR!!!
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