Exhausterbated

I have been having so much trouble falling asleep. I really am having a problem. I think I know why it is, but there isn't much I can do about it. So I'm exhausted but I can't sleep, cramps cuz I got my period like, an hour ago and nature felt the need to mock me while I'm down, and a massive caffeine headache cuz I've been up since 8 am with no coffee and I laid in bed for hours before I fell asleep.
It's so good to have Hannah back. She just has this calming presence to her that makes us all seem to get along much better. I can't explain it, it's just so great to have back. I'm really glad that she will be my roommate next year and that we get to go to Philadelphia together. She's my LP forever.
It's amazing how God has changed some of my friendships this semester. Fall sem I felt like I barely knew Caitlin at all, and now I can really count her among my best friends. She's so funny, nonjudgmental, considerate, and gracious to me, especially with all I've been struggling with lately. Even in the midst of pain she's going through, she still looks to God for her satisfaction, and I really admire that. She's not here this weekend, and I miss her and our conversations about insanely deep stuff and the most incredibly stupid banter you could imagine. AWESOME.
I picked up a major declaring notice yesterday! That is such a huge step for me, thats a big fear of mine. But taking these classes has shown me that this is something I am good at, something that comes naturally to me for the first time. I love it. LOVE LOVE LOVE. Today on the way to lunch I saw my cute new friend, and I think I blushed. Was gonna sit next to him in class (just as a friend, mind you) but it was a left handed desk, and so I didn't. Another girl sat next to him and actually PRETENDED to be left handed... I'm just so not that desperate. Hannah and I mocked her insessantly behind her back. Ok, all for now.