Dear Sweet Foolish Valentine

Well, it's not Valentine's Day anymore. It wasn't quite as bad as I thought it might be on campus. However, this is my 18th Valentine as a single girl. Kinda sucks... although I don't want to jump on the sad singles thing that seems to be going around. I'm really not sad to be single, mostly because I know nothing different. Sigh, I just think it would be nice. I don't want to waste my time, so I'm not gonna date just anybody. Man, these morals keep gettin in the way. Hee hee. My birthday is so soon! I can't wait to be 19! I get so excited for my birthday every year, even though I'm barely ever really the center of attention like I love to be lol. Most years it was during the play, when everything was so crazy. This year, I'll be in Cancun. I can't wait to go, but at the same time I'm not going to see my mom for like, all of spring break and I miss her so much. I think I will skip class on Monday and go to a birthday lunch with her. Haha, my master plan. I miss my family tonight. I can't wait for the summer. At the same time, I love my Grantham Ground girls and feel so blessed by their friendships. Lab tomorrow, YES! One step closer? NO!