So my birthday was over break. And... my dear sweet Hannah made a cake for me yesterday. And I know I am the selfishist person ever, but it kinda made me sad. Like, I really spent alot of time on my friend's birthdays and tried really hard to make it special for them. It's so stupid I just felt kinda unimportant. Like being the only one who didnt get a special night. And Tam and Jamie weren't even there. Ok, ignore me lol I'm just being ridiculous.
I'm learning to talk about how I really feel. I'm not scared of what they think anymore. It's ok to say what I mean and get on with my life. I have way to many things ahead to deal with this crap anymore.
I can't wait for summer. I want it so badly. Everything about it lol. EVERYTHING. Except packing up my dorm room. I've acquired so much crap over these months. How will I ever sort it out? I'm also excited to go to Eastern and meet the friends I haven't met and eat Philly cheesesteaks AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I love it. Leave me love, cuz I like to read comments.
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I LOVE YOU BIRTHDAY GIRRRRRRL!
Maria...
I'm not sure I know what you are talking about, but I'm really sorry. I can't remember what day your birthday was, but its good to know we shared in birthday blues. I'll make yours special next year, ok?
Love Carl
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